Constantly Lurking Goddess’s Life. (Basic Blog #36)

If you feel like the title of this blog applies to you, there’s a very large chance that it does. Do you feel the guilt of being a lurker? Are you always finding yourself back on Goddess’s pages, reading, watching, silently taking everything in? Are you in denial about your actual submissive nature? Hm?

Maybe you should ask yourself why you’re so obsessed with Goddess. Don’t deny it, you’re here reading this again, aren’t you? you keep coming back. you can’t stay away. It’s obvious that you’re drawn to Me. But why? Maybe it’s time to figure that out… Or maybe you just leave, and stay away, and out of My Life completely. lol That is, until you come back and start lurking around again. Don’t you think that it’s weird that you’re always thinking about a Woman who doesn’t even know that you exist?

So many of you are in extreme denial. Like serious extreme denial. some of you are the type who claim that they aren’t “submissive.” So let Goddess ask you this… If you aren't a sub, and this Lifestyle “isn’t for you,” why are you constantly returning to My site? Why are you always combing over and lurking all of My pages? Why do you keep coming back over and over and over again? There’s clearly something inside of you that’s drawn to Me. And no it’s not disgust, because if actually you were disgusted you would just leave and never come back… So why? Goddess is not a free therapist. Nothing about Me free. I’m very, very, expensive. I’m not going to break down your psyche but today, I’ll give out one tip because I’m soooo generous… Stop wasting your life, be useful or go away. There’s no point in having your life revolve around Mine in the most insignificant manner, you aren’t adding to anything to either. The only thing you’re adding to is the huge void growing inside of you. There’s really no point in constantly finding yourself here, if this life “isn’t for you.” It’s pretty funny though, you can tell yourself that all you want, but your subconscious will always be telling you otherwise.

Denying yourself of who you really are, is just you wasting your life. you keep coming back here, and changing nothing. you can pretend to be appalled, but deep down you’re not, otherwise you wouldn’t always be here. Human instinct has a natural deterrent when it experiences “unpleasant” things, and that’s to avoid, not come back over and over. But here you are being so concerned about what Goddess is up to, while adding nothing to My Life. It’s strange don’t you think? Something clearly is missing from your life. Something is seriously lacking. At this rate you're going to end up living a life of misery. A lonely, empty life without Me.

Not all of you are in denial, some of you are waiting to take the plunge, some of you fear that you’re not worthy to serve Me, some of you fear taking the initial step into happiness and purpose. you fear accepting yourself for who you actually are. you are simply what Goddess calls “lurking subs,” the most useless type of sub. yes, you, the one who has been endlessly considering approaching. There are so many possibilities and ways to better your life, to find actual purpose, and regardless of the possibility, you find yourself stalling. And just like the basic lurker, you only are wasting your life… That is until you finally take the plunge. Living in fantasy, and constantly reading My Words and following My Posts, will never compare to the actual Goddess experience. My words alone will never make you feel truly close to Me, or make you feel fulfilled. Actually, by strictly reading, you couldn’t be further from Goddess, because once again, I don’t even know that you exist. Don’t you want to exist in My World? I mean you always dream about it.

What’s stopping you? you’ve read My blogs over, and over, and over. you know what Goddess expects. And those things excite you, clearly. you’ve crawled all My Pages, and have consumed all of Goddess’s free content. you know Goddess’s Site from the inside out. you’re aware that your lurking is counterproductive. Especially if you’re never going to procure the courage to approach. Living in a fantasy is not living at all. Nor is it useful. your small minds could never replicate Goddess. Goddess is beyond anything your imagination is capable of producing. If you don’t have the balls to approach, stay off My Site, and if you finally do decide to grow a set, even the smallest tiniest set, you may come back and fill out an application and attach a tribute via one of My accepted methods on My tribute page. If you aren’t going to do that, don’t come back to My Site ever again. :)

Don’t you think it’s strange that you all know so much about Goddess, yet I know absolutely nothing about you. you put so much effort into learning about Someone… Why? Ask yourself that, over and over until you figure that out for yourself. Anyways, it’s not My job to convince you that you’re living some weird lie and a life in denial. Goddess's focus? Me. Building My Empire. And focusing on things that make Me happy, and My subs share the same focus. My subs are useful. My subs aren’t lurkers. Nope.

Goddess’s Life is great, even you lurkers know that. That’s why you’re mesmerized, that’s why you’re still here reading these words even after I told you how pathetic your constant lurking is. It’s sad that you somehow find excitement or whatever it is you get from reading My Words… All While living in denial, living in hiding, living in whatever. Even now, you’re still reading these words because you’re interested, in Me, on some level. Are intrigued by My D/s relationships? Are you interested in sacrifice and everything it revolves around it? Or, are you one of those lurkers who get’s off to My words. Gross. Like I know I’m hot and My Mind is even hotter, but getting off to things that have nothing to do with you? Weird… And how empty. EW, I just thought about how a lurker blog actually might do it for you. And that is NOT the point of this blog. The point of every blog is ME!

Anyways, that’s enough wasting My day on you lurker types today. you’re lucky that you even got that. And for those of you who aren’t lurkers reading this, make yourself useful to Goddess today and tribute.

Until Next Time,

Goddess Liv